Something to say on the last day of 2009-I am still stay the same.

Today is the last day of year 2009.
It is meaning that everything which had happened in 2009 will become history in my life..
If i gonna have one more chance again, i promise that i wont do this choice anymore..
Because reality is different with dream..
Everything still the same and nothing change..
What is different is got good memory and bad memory in year 2009.
Maybe a sentence from one of my friend is correct.
And she say so,
"In life, good memory let you know that how lucky you are,
And bad memory is you will gain Eeperience in your life."
I agree with all this..I really agree about it..
Maybe i am still the same, like the song "Stay the same". Nothing is change.
Maybe i become more mature and gain more knowledge compared to last year..And everything..
I just want a simple life in my life, no war, no fight and no hurt.
Maybe this year happen some bad memory, but i learn much story.
Why i describe it as a story?
Because its importance similar to the story that may change my life..
Haha, sound weird, right?
I am still myself, nothing change..
Still will cry when i have to go back to Penang to study after sem break,
I am still me, nothing change,
Still dont like to talk too much and like to listen,
I am still me, nothing change,
Someone love to be alone when mood not good..
Nothing change, i am still myself..
Maybe what is change is how i am thinking now..
Haha, i am still me...
I am still stay the same...
Happy New Year everyone, wish everyone have a good year in year 2010,
And the important one is happy and healthy always..

Friendship

Do you ever know what is the meaning of friendship?
I am tired about it...
Till now, I am know the meaning of friendship when I am study in Form Six..
I still remember that i have made a big decision to tell my mum that:" Mum, i want to give up from Form Six science site, I am very sorry about it, but i really cannot continue to study in Form Six..and my mum is so kind enough and tell me that:" Girl, i respect your decision. But you have to know that this is your choice, have you consider it deeply?" I answer her with determined." Yes, i decided it already."
I still remember in the two years when i study in form four and form five in the scince site, my life very suffer with the physic, chemistry and biology...
The most subject that i hate is the MT.. I hate that ...
In the three months before i change to art site in form six...
Everyday i just sit there and calculate the math and try to find out the solution...
For someone who know me, you will notice that even i dun have the smile and grin on my face..
So start from the decision, in the end of the August 2006, when i back to school after the holidays,i just take my bag with my best friend Adriana and go to art site and just rush into the class that we have chosen..
The life that i find friendship start there.. I noticed that i want go to school everyday because we have found two new intimate friends, they are Kui Mee and Pak Ying...This is the meaning of friendship start in my life..
But when i go into uni, no more...
The friend not so intimate because i am the one who got go there only...
The friend are not like the one i know...
They will find you only when they have the problem to settle in the assignment..
Like last night, they all only sms me when they got the problem in registration of the uni course..
"Friend, what i want to say is i am not only a useful people when i have the value for you to use, but i am just a simple people and if you dont want be my friend, it is ok."
But i want to say is the friendship is not the tool to make your life easier..
Hope you will know it..

The homesickness

Do you have the problem of homesickness if you are not at the home and have to go somewhere to further your education?
I admit that i still have even i am already almost 21 years old this year...
Maybe i am still not so mature...haha...
I have to leave home for almost five months when i start go to study university since last year..
This is because it has taken five months to finish one semester in university..
And every time my friend can go back to their home when got holidays even it is just a week...
But i cannot go back because i have to take two flight to go back to my home...Sibu...
But what to do?
This is my own choice...
Now i am at home at Sibu here...
This time have two months holidays.. I have to go back to Penang to study in the begin of July again..
But i don't know why my heart become so heavy when day by day...
Go back to study in university in differ from the usual...
Many assignment and many presentations have to do because this is my second year already..
Haiz...What to do?
Have to finish also...This is the hope from everyone and i also want to finish it also..
Hope everyone can tackle the obstacle and don't try to give up easily when face the problem..
Ganbatte 頑張ってください　everyone and Himneseyo...힘내세요...

Today feeling

Halo, everyone, how are you today?
Today i woke up late because even my parents they also wake up late also..
This is because today is public holidays in Malaysia..
Hehe..Feeling so good...
Go out and having breakfast together with family members..
Then go to shopping again...Haha...
Buy a lot of chewing gum because got promotion today...
Then parents fetch me and siblings go back to home first because tonight my sister's friend will come to stay here for three days and two nights..Hehe...
Even this is just the common thing that may face by everyone but i just want to say that:
Home is the best place for me to find the meaning of the importance of the family!
Are you agree with me?Haha...
Hope you have a nice day...Enjoy yourself...

I just want to say that i don't like this feeling

Every time, when doing something, my friend will always say that: ''Your result sure better than me one, because you clever than me!"
What the hell of this word and this sentence, everyone has to put their effort to success..
But sometimes it doesnt mean that i will clever than other...
Then i will repeat to them, but your result always better than me one wow..
They will have the same response that is, " I dont like you say me like this, it will make me so stress about it!"
Ok, friend, i just want to say, when you torture me, do you ever think about my feeling?
Can i say you didnt do so? You know that the saying like this will make yourself feel stress, then do you ever thinking about my feeling too? I can say "NO".
I hate people say so because i study not because i want to fight the result to the other, i just want to prove that my standard is like this one... Not the excellent one but not the lousy one also..
So, my dear friend, i just want to say that, i also don't want to be torture like this because you make me feel stress indirectly also...
I will appreciate your help if you do so to me too..
Thank you very much, my dear...

if you have a dream, are you sure you can do it?

Last time, when i have an assignment which entitle: " If you have a dream, you can do it?"
I am thinking that it maybe write like this " If you have a dream, you can do it." or it can be write like this also, that is " If you have a dream, you can do it?"
Maybe we can say like this, if you have a dream, then you try to work hard and fulfil your dream, and that will be your motivation to work hard on it。。 At least, you have the goal to achieve...
But if you don't have the dream, you may not have the goal to achieve and you have not destination to go and you won't work hard on it... And you may just do it simply...
When you have a dream want to fulfill, you may work hard and tell yourself that you can do it even on the way you face the obstacle and have to tackle the obstacle before you achieve your goal...
So, for me, if i have a dream, i will work hard to make it become true...
Wish every one can do it also...Himneseyo..

生活的点滴

生活，你能真正明白它的含意吗？
人生，你能明白它真正应该有的吗？
人生，又苦也有甜，但难免会有苦的回忆。。。
今天，突然想起几天前的事，一个可能不是很认识的老师，走了。。。
突然，觉得人真的很渺小。。事实上，我们不能掌控一切。。。
能为别人做的也很少很少。。。
但，日子还是要过。。。
只是你选择的会是快乐的还是平淡的呢？
希望每个人都快乐。。