Friendship

Do you ever know what is the meaning of friendship?
I am tired about it...
Till now, I am know the meaning of friendship when I am study in Form Six..
I still remember that i have made a big decision to tell my mum that:" Mum, i want to give up from Form Six science site, I am very sorry about it, but i really cannot continue to study in Form Six..and my mum is so kind enough and tell me that:" Girl, i respect your decision. But you have to know that this is your choice, have you consider it deeply?" I answer her with determined." Yes, i decided it already."
I still remember in the two years when i study in form four and form five in the scince site, my life very suffer with the physic, chemistry and biology...
The most subject that i hate is the MT.. I hate that ...
In the three months before i change to art site in form six...
Everyday i just sit there and calculate the math and try to find out the solution...
For someone who know me, you will notice that even i dun have the smile and grin on my face..
So start from the decision, in the end of the August 2006, when i back to school after the holidays,i just take my bag with my best friend Adriana and go to art site and just rush into the class that we have chosen..
The life that i find friendship start there.. I noticed that i want go to school everyday because we have found two new intimate friends, they are Kui Mee and Pak Ying...This is the meaning of friendship start in my life..
But when i go into uni, no more...
The friend not so intimate because i am the one who got go there only...
The friend are not like the one i know...
They will find you only when they have the problem to settle in the assignment..
Like last night, they all only sms me when they got the problem in registration of the uni course..
"Friend, what i want to say is i am not only a useful people when i have the value for you to use, but i am just a simple people and if you dont want be my friend, it is ok."
But i want to say is the friendship is not the tool to make your life easier..
Hope you will know it..